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Entry tags:
- !public: accidental,
- !public: general,
- + voice,
- ;plot,
- abandonment issues coming back,
- adstring is a bunch of sick fucks,
- assistance plz,
- bad luck is bad,
- bad timing is bad,
- can't handle this right now,
- freaking out!!,
- i hate my pcd,
- knock the dumbass out plzkthx,
- mindfuckery is common in uchihas,
- my head's still screwed up,
- not gonna recover from this one,
- not sleeping again,
- panic attack,
- pills give me them,
- sdkl;jflsdjf,
- sleep? what's that?,
- something i don't wanna see again,
- vague post is vague,
- y u do dis?,
- ✉ allen walker,
- ✉ cloud strife,
- ✉ edward elric,
- ✉ gaigun kukai jr./albedo piaz,
- ✉ haruno sakura,
- ✉ hino rei,
- ✉ hitsugaya toushirou,
- ✉ horst cabal,
- ✉ hyuuga hinata,
- ✉ lance,
- ✉ raven,
- ✉ tommy shepherd,
- ✉ tsukino usagi,
- ✉ twilight sparkle,
- ✉ tyki mikk,
- ✉ uchiha izuna,
- ✉ unohana retsu,
- ✉ uzumaki naruto,
- ✉ vincent valentine,
- ✉ zack fair,
- ✉ zuko
百三十二; 「accidental voice 」
[It's frantic — panicked and soft, and quick and in denial. A little crazed, and breathless. Exhausted.
It's something you'd never expect to hear out of Sasuke, really. But maybe so, considering how much he hung around a certain group of people.
It might as well be a little disturbing nonetheless.]
I'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorry—
[A choked sob, a forced intake of air—]
I'mnotanakumai'mnotanakumai'mnotanakumai'mnotanakumai'mnotanakumai'mnotanakumai'mnotanakumai'mnotanakumai'mnotanakumai'mnotanaku—
[End feed.]
It's something you'd never expect to hear out of Sasuke, really. But maybe so, considering how much he hung around a certain group of people.
It might as well be a little disturbing nonetheless.]
I'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorry—
[A choked sob, a forced intake of air—]
I'mnotanakumai'mnotanakumai'mnotanakumai'mnotanakumai'mnotanakumai'mnotanakumai'mnotanakumai'mnotanakumai'mnotanakumai'mnotanaku—
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[It's a little hoarser, a little more desperate, than Zuko normally sounds.]
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I'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorry—
[More frantic, more panicked. Desperate.]
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[No. This is exactly what Zuko does not need. He needed Sasuke to be fine. Relatively fine. Okay.
Every single little block he has put in front of the trauma he has experienced over the week is crumbling.]
-- stop apologizing for something that isn't real!
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He stops for a minute. Sobbing. Crying.]
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A deep, rattling breath.]
-- you're alive. Everyone is alive.
What are you apologizing for?
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[Yeah. He can't handle this. Sasuke's just curling up even more, shaking and rocking himself and back to his mantras.]
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Hitsugaya is fine, Sasuke.
I talked to him yesterday.
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Nonononononononononono—
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[Stop doing that. Stop doing that.]
Tell me what happened.
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I'll be there in five minutes.
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Zuko himself is pale, paler than he normally is, and he is shaking, ever so slightly, before he stoops silently in front of Sasuke, fingertips pressed into the floor to balance himself.]
Sasuke.
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[A bit urgently before he reaches out to touch Sasuke's shoulder, gently, almost gingerly, as if he might break.]
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[He recoils his hand as soon as Sasuke jumps, though.]
Do you know who I am?
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[Almost pleadingly -- he takes his arm gently.]
Come on.
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... I saw my mom.
[It's quiet, hoarse.]
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[Just... talking to talk, at this point, anyway. He leans into Sasuke, ever so slightly.]
Everybody used to tell me that I looked just like her and Azula looked like my dad. I guess I used to -- I don't anymore, after --
[He falls silent for a moment.]
He was keeping her in this... cell. In the caves. And she wanted to grab my hand so badly and I wanted to break her out, but I couldn't.
[The teeniest hitch of breath:]
She was just lost.
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A little brother seeking comfort.]
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Zuko then lifts a trembling hand to rest it on Sasuke's head, very gently, for a moment or two.]
You're going to be okay.
[It's almost inaudible.]
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